Do you believe I still don't care about you?
Do you honestly think
you don't cross my mind
and I wonder what would've happened?
I know I said hurtful things,
do you think I don't regret them?
I warned you!
'Don't give me your heart' I wrote,
I'd only break it in the end.
But, in the silence when my rational mind disappears
I hear that echo of what could have been,
of what should have been..
Do you think I don't care!
When I lie dreaming, I wonder
I know how much I hurt you
but I warned you, I told you, I promised you
even by the changing moon, I said the same thing
But, if you could read this one time with open eyes
would you read it for me?

Dear _____,
I know I've been selfish-we both have
but I want to put it all behind us,
I want to be friends again;
not enemies
where we pretend we mean nothing to each other.
Pretending nothing we said meant a thing.
Would you read this with open eyes? An open mind?
I forgave you! I f.o.r.g.a.v.e your flaws,
I saw around them with welcoming arms.
You forgave my anger,
giving me hugs that meant more even than real life.
You forgave me long ago;
so do you really want to hate me?
I miss you, your friendship.
Your words, even if we were miles away,
your smile, even if I only saw you on computer screens.
It didn't matter to me then, nor now.
I simply want us to be friends again.
Would you forgive me,
even if we can't go back to then?