I am choking on the consumers aggressive videos games.
prostitutes killed in rest stop stalls and old men's canes snatched from their bony hands

I’m coming back for more
because the gore is gorgeous

mhm. I see her taking it all in.
the glow of the games and the press of his body
and its jealousy
yet it’s not wrapped tight enough into my mind

So I replay it
with a giant remote
the pause button stuck in the shell
faithless

he fucked her in a soaking wet hemdela
forgive me
my namesake is shattered

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Hemdela is a Yiddish word for t-shirt