Sunlight creeps in

My skin begins to crawl

The room lights up and my stomach churns

I sit in my room and feel so lost

It’s been way too long

This is the most time I’ve spent conscious in this room

As I look around I get sick from all the memories sparked in my mind

There are parts of this room that don’t even look familiar

It’s all just a reminder of how much I hate this place

Over come with emotions and urges

Not sure what I’m going to do

It’s getting to be too much

I can’t stand being in this place

I just want to lose myself

I want to get away

Any where’s better then here

The one thing that made this place bearable is gone

So every day I ask myself “why didn’t I leave too?”

I can’t wait for the amazing day

The day someone takes me away

Away from here