I looked up at my friend, Megan. She laughed at something. I wasn’t really concentrating. We were walking out of school. Amanda, my other friend was on the other side of me. The smaller kids were running around everywhere and it was annoying. You couldn't step in a straight line. We rounded the corner and I looked up. There was a nice clean path ahead of us and I looked towards the gate.

Now, I wasn’t really paying attention. You wouldn’t if a hot guy was sat at the gates. You wouldn’t pay attention if that hot guy happened to be your best friend. The teachers were helping the kids cross the road and Dan was just sat there looking patient. I smiled and walked faster. The others didn’t really know what was going on and I was glad. I broke into a run and when Dan saw me, he smiled. He stood up straight and when I jump into his arms, he hugged me tightly. I lifted my legs around him and I just clung to him.

I hadn’t seen Dan for over three months and I felt so lonely. I pulled away to look at him and I couldn't stop smiling. Nor could he. He put tucked some of my hair behind my ear and he kissed me on the lips. It wasn’t just a peck. He usually refused to kiss me but on the cheek. He deepened the kiss and I couldn’t help but respond. I loved Dan with all my heart. I had for over half a year. I had told him twice and yet he still was there for me. He had a girlfriend, which made things a tad awkward.

“Wow! Get a room girl!” I pulled away from the kiss Dan had left me. I saw Amanda grinning at me. They had stopped shocked about what was happening. They knew about everything that had happened between us and I think they were more shocked than I was. I unwrapped my legs and placed my feet on the floor. We walked down the road. Megan walked away following her brother to go home.

Amanda grabbed my hand and pulled me off. I told Dan to stay still and when we were out of ear range Amanda looked at me.

“What the hell was that?” I shrugged.

“Oh come Anna, the guy you have been in love with just kissed you. He has a freaking girl friend. What the hell happened?”

“I dont know.” I replied. “He just kissed me. I kissed him back. I loved it.” I smiled at her.

“Love, you are going to get yourself hurt again.” I sighed.

“I know but I need him. Even if get hurt. I love him too much.” she shook her head but beamed at me still.

“If you guys, you know, get serious later on tell me ok.” I nodded and gave her a hug. She ran across the road to get the bus home as she lived in town. I turned o walk back to Dan surrounded by girls. They were flirting with him and practically throwing themselves at him. I shook my head and confidently walked through the crowd. When I reached Dan, I took his hand and leant up to kiss him on the lips. He met me and smiled.

“Anna? This is your boyfriend?” I looked at the whore who though I was gay. She only knew my name but we hated each other.

“Yes, Ebony. This is my boyfriend. I hope you can handle that. Now go fuck somebody who wants you around. We certainly dont.” I then walked off. Dan followed looking rather confused.

When we were happily walking along, I pulled my hand out of Dan’s and stopped. He looked at me and took my hand again. I ripped it out of his grip and looked at him.

“What is going on?” I asked him. He looked at me confused. “Oh, and don’t give me that look. You have a girlfriend Dan. We have been through this. Why on fucking earth would you be kissing me?” he looked at the floor.

“I broke up with Diana.” I blinked at him. He what? He has to be lying. He was with her for nearly half a year. He chose her over me so why would he break up with her.

“You...broke up with her? She must be distraught!” He shrugged. “Oh, Dan you can’t just shrug. You broke up with the girl you were happy with. Why? Was it because you felt guilty for me? Was it because of me?” he shrugged again.

“I dont know. I just went up to her and blurted it out.”

“Oh, you’re nice. Remind me never to have you blurt things out at me like that,” I said. He frowned at me.

“I didn’t mean it but when she asked me what I was on about I thought about and I repeated myself meaning it this time. I told her ‘I think we need to split up.’ She asked ‘why?’ and I said ‘I think I’m in love with someone else.’ She just blinked at me. I kissed her lightly and waved. I said goodbye and walked off. I didn’t know what else to do.” I crossed my arms over my chest.

“I hate you. I am not a fucking toy. Do you think I would actually let you get away with a kiss like that? I mean seriously it wasn’t even as good as the on-” he pulled me in by the waist and kissed me again. What was with the kissing? I pushed him away and glared at him.

“Don’t you dare do that again” I seethed.

“Why not?” He asked.

“Because...because if anyone saw us...” I said but trailed off.

“No one will see.” He reassured me. I shook my head.

“No. Not until you know what you want. I am sick and tired of your fucking games. I love you. Damn do I ever but you have broken my heart a thousand times and I don’t think I could handle it now. You told me you didn’t want to be with because you were scared people would hate you. That still stands. Right here right now. I am not kissing you ever until you understand how you actually feel.” I started walking. The houses seemed to be going past me faster than normal and I realised I was running. That was something I didn’t like doing.

“Anna!” I shook my head and ran faster. Leave me alone I thought. I can’t handle it. Then something gripped my wrist. I stopped reluctantly. “Annalise! Stop right now! I know what I feel. I went right against my feelings from the start. I knew what I wanted but I couldn't handle her. Her beauty out shined me and she was just too nice for me to handle. She was young and in love.” I glared at Dan.

“Diana is young. Younger than me. Why could you do that to her? To me? Christ you think I am so stupid. I worked it out ages ago Dan. Seriously. If you think that I didn’t work it out then you are worse than I am.” I pulled away and kept on walking. Dan yet again took my hand and pulled me back towards him. He looked into my eyes.

“I love you Anna. I always have and always will. You are amazing, too beautiful, and too nice. I was scared because I love you too much.” then he just kissed me. There were kids everywhere and he just kissed me. I looked around frantically and I found out we were in front of Tiffany’s house. My eyes widened but Dan kissed me deeper. I didn’t pull away I responded. His kisses sent me to dream land and I relaxed. His lips moulded with mine and every pressured touch sent a shiver down my spine.

“Daniel” a surprised voice sounded. I looked at Dan. He hated his full name and always shouted at people who called him that. He told me last year that it turned him on when I said it but hey, I was just being stern with him. He was being annoying and immature most of the time.

I looked towards tiffany’s house and she was stood there in shock. “Shit” I heard Dan mutter.

“Hi Tiff.” I smiled. She looked at me and smiled.

“What are you guys doing? I thought Dan had girlfriend?” I shrugged and pulled Dan off.

“Bye Tiff gotta go” I waved and ran off. I got to the edge of the wood that separated this housing estate with my own housing estate, and looked at Dan.

“What the hell was that about!?” I asked. Dan just shrugged.

“I love you. That is what people do when they love someone” I rolled my eyes

“No like that they dont. It is romantic, nice, and tasty. Not random like that.” I told him

“But I am random. You forget that.” I shook my head.

“Go away Dan.” I whispered.

“I dont want to. I know you are home alone. I know you get scared there by yourself. I want to help make sure your safe.” I walked off but Dan followed. “Please, let me stay with you tonight.” I rolled my eyes but didn’t say anything. He followed me home and into my house. Something I knew I might regret.

A few hours later, I sat one side of the couch and Dan was sat on the other side. When Dan tried to give me a hug, I ignored him if he moved closer I moved away. I didn’t want to go anywhere near him. After dinner, I secluded myself to my room. I sat on my bed on my laptop, listened to music, and surfed the net. I went on Amazon and when I found the necklace, I had been searching for since the flipping movie. Rosalie’s necklace replica from the movie Twilight finally came out in England. I was ecstatic. I placed my laptop on my floor and dance around my room I ran out my room screaming with joy. I jumped around, danced around, and took Dan’s hand when I saw him looking at me strangely. I pulled him to his feet and danced with him. I was so happy I didn’t really know where my feet were taking me. We tripped over eat other and Dan topple on top of me. Oh, life without clichés, it would be boring

I burst into giggles and Dan sat up looking down at my giggling form.

“What got you all...bubbly?” I giggled again.

“I get my jewellery!” I screamed I pulled him down in to a hug. He pulled away and I just beamed up at him. He smiled. I kicked my legs and pushed him off me. He rolled over and now I sat on top of him. I giggled and pecked him on the lips without thinking and I jumped up and danced some more. I rushed up stairs and went through the process of buying it. I giggled repeatedly.

“Are you ok?” I nodded. Dan shook his head. It was sort of late now. I had danced for a very long time. I took his hand and pulled him over to the bed. I pushed him down and his face was wide and shocked. I tore my clothes off and changed. I dont know why I did it in front of Dan. It didn’t really bother me fully but some part of me was over conscious of his eyes watching my form. I pulled a pair of shorts on and put a take top on. I took my bra off and jumped over to the bed. I turned my laptop off and placed it on the floor. I jumped on to the bed and crawled under the covers. I silently asked Dan to do the same, which he did slowly. I grinned. Was this my plan? Was I silently trying to trick Dan into something that I wanted? I don’t really know but Dan led there stiff and uncomfortable.

I moved towards him so my back was against his chest and I relaxed. “Night Dan, I love you” Dan’s breathing didn’t give anything away nor did hid laying form next to me.

“Good night Anna, I love you too” I didn’t know how he meant it. If he meant it as though he loved me, fully, or whether it was just out of habit but it made me smiled. I rolled over facing him and I snuggled my nose into his chest. I took in his smell and I sighed with happiness.

I woke up the next morning on the other side of the bed. I opened my eyes and I was on the edge just about to fall off. I put my hand on the floor and pushed myself hoping to get myself stable on the bed but it didn’t work. I fell off any way. I let out a yelp, there was a medium sized thud, and then I just sat there with an unhappy face. I sat up and leant on my knees looking at my bed. I frowned. Now I remember why I dont let him in my bed.

I sighed and stood up. “Daniel McCartney you are an insufferable git who takes my bed up without permission.” I said rather loudly. Dan was also a heavy sleep so I was glad he didn’t hear me. Dan was flat out on hit back in the middle of my bed with his arms sort of stretched out. He was laying as though he owned the thing. I shook my head and tore the covers off.

I soon regretted it. Sometime in the night, Dan had discarded his trousers and top leaving him only in his boxers showing off his tanned skin and perfect muscles. I shook my head. I crawled onto the bed and poked him in the side. His mouth twitched as I did which made me smile.

I poked him again and he twitched again. I kept doing it repeatedly as he twitched repeatedly. It was rather amusing. After a small while, Dan smiled.

“What are you doing?” he asked keeping his eyes shut. I poked him just below the ribs in the side. I shrugged even though he couldn't see me.

“I don’t know. Trying to wake you up. Trying to get my bed back,” I told him. He beamed at me and opened his eyes. He froze though. I don’t know why. I smiled at him and moved off the bed but Dan had other plans for me.

He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me back. I fell onto the bed and Dan led half on top of me half not. I smiled at him and he traced a finger from my temple, pushing hair out of my face, down my side. When his hand reached my thigh, he gripped it hard. I gasped and made contact with Dan’s eyes. They were full of lust. He wanted me. He wanted us together. How could I have doubted that? Dan pushed his hips into mine and I bit back a groan. Dan’s eyes travelled down wards smiling as he went.

“You’re too gorgeous, you know that right?” I giggled.

“Not really” he nodded, protesting against my words, and kissed my collarbone. He rubbed my thigh with his thumb moving his hips into a more comfortable position. It wasn’t helping me though.

“You are more beautiful than any girl I have been with” I giggled. His hand moved up my thigh and tucked its self under my bum. He used this hand to lift my waist up against him. I closed my eyes and tried to stay silent. “Tell me you aren’t enjoying this?” he asked my quietly lift my leg to wrap around his waist.

“No, I’m hating it” I whispered. Both of us knew it was a lie. He kissed my neck closer to my lips this time and that was when reality hit me. It hit me smack in the face and it hurt. I blinked and Dan kissed me on my jaw line. A tear rode down my cheek and I started throwing a tantrum. I pushed Dan away and scrambled away from him I crawled over tot eh corner of my room and kept an eye on him. He looked at me concerned.

“Anna?” he asked. I whimpered. I didn’t want him here. I loved him but I didn’t want him here. “Please, dont do this” I kept my face half-hidden behind me soft hair. “Anna, I wouldn’t have done that unless I didn’t want us together. You know me better than anyone does; you should know that I would never hurt you.” I brought my body closer together.

“Go away” I whispered.

“I don’t want to. Please believe me when I say I love you. I don’t want anything but something good from being with you. I want you to be happy I want you to be able to trust me and not think that I am using you because god if I ever used you in that way I would kill myself. If anyone used you in that way I would go insane with not being able to help you out.” I sighed

“Did you go insane last year? Did you go insane when I nearly was raped? Did you go insane when I had to stop seeing the only person that was keeping me half-sane?” I asked him quietly. He was silent and he let out a breath.

“During that time, I never stopped thinking of you. Diana got sick of it. She...threatened to break up with me unless I didn’t stop talking about you. I was insane. I was jumpy. I missed you so bad in that time and Christ I knew how bad it was and yet I couldn’t help. It was horrible. Please believe me, Anna. I need you around. I need you to trust me.” I looked up. Dan was looking at me. “Please trust me,” he whispered. I looked at him in his eyes. There were gorgeous. They were multicoloured and so were mine. Apparently, we suited each other and I liked that but I didn’t know whether to trust myself and go after the thing I wanted.

“Dan, I want to trust you, I really do, but I just dont know if I can. My heart thinks ‘hey, I love the bloke but he has broken me up so many times, I don’t know if he will do it again’. I just don’t know if I can handle any more hurt that you throw at me.” Dan got off the bed and walked over to me. He sat in front of me and smiled.

“I don’t want to hurt you any more than you want to not love me.” I smiled. “Come here” I sat up properly and Dan pulled me to straddle him. His hands rested on my bum keeping me in please. My arms wrapped around his neck. I rested my head on his shoulder. “Believe me when I say I love you. I need you. I will go crazy if I can’t have you soon. My heart knows that but my head isn’t there yet I think it is just catching up with me” I giggled again. I pulled my head back and looked at him in the eyes.

“You’re lame,” I said. He grinned at me.

“But you still want me to touch you up” I poked my tongue at him feeling childish.

“You’re rude,” I told him but he grinned again.

“But still good at screwing girls” I rolled my eyes. “Now, how to get you naked?” he asked himself. I shook my head and tore my top off. I leant in close and I travelled my hand down to his boxer rim. I trailed a finger along the edge.

“Maybe you could just ask nicely if I’ll get naked for you” I tucked my thumbs in the side and flicked it. “But then again maybe we could just have some foreplay” I winked at him and I finally crashed my lips to his. He fell back and I saw his eyes. They were glassy. They looked like they didn’t believe what was going on. I didn’t believe what was going on but for now, I had to trust the guy underneath me. I had to trust him to make the right choices and not break my heart again.

A/N YAY! Another one shot! I'm happy! I have books and dvd's. Well, half my books. I'm broke. I have plans for the next week and I'm broke!

I have no money because the money I do have has to go to my orders from Amazon. I got one of my books today, A WEEK EARLY! I am over excited, I just had to finish this.

Plus, it got my mind off my English Language coursework. That stuff is a bugger.

Anywho, please review this. I am kinda awkward with this because it is sort of based on actual events. The story line its self isn't like this one shot isn't but most of the characters, they are based on my actual friends.

I, of course and the main character. yeah, I know hard life but I guess you can say this is my dream right now, for this to happen. My life is such a mess.

This doesn't show even half compared to what has happened but any who please review. I hoped you liked it.

Naomi