Leaning onto… a support… losing balance… it collapses… coming forth… is a wealth of hate… aimed towards you… hitting your heart… splintering myself in the process…. vengeance comes back to haunt… causing me to lose hope… the sort of thing that happens all the time… losing my mind…drowning in useless pity… please save me… no one can help… understand the pain… the life I lead… the heart I own… inside my chest… lost in a layer of something unimaginable… intolerable signs… indecisive choices telling me what to do… what to think… how to feel… can't do this… can't feel what they are telling me to feel… can't hurt myself… can't hurt others… can't help at all… the support is collapsing… unstable… unusable… this isn't happening…