alexis and i… we used to be so passionate about each other.

said I love you every day, called each other whenever we could… it was… perfect and amazing.

I feel as if her and I are really drifting apart, and as many people have mentioned, we are two completely different people.

I’m trying to change and become more accepting of her lifestyle… to a POINT that is.

I kind of wish she would change and understand where I’m coming from. I’m just trying to protect her and I hope she realizes that.

I don’t want to lose her… but we’re just… we’re losing the connection we had.

and I’m beginning to… doubt myself.

not to follow the crowd… but…

//fin//