Hello. This is kind of tricky to do, but here is the first of a set of songs I wrote (and am still writing), mainly when I was hurting. Most of them are still happening. You'll see my perceptions of myself, my fears, my pains, my punishment, and the things I hate to be.

BREAK ME

Try to break me, I dare you
Want me grovelling?
Begging and pleading and crying and screaming
Blood pouring down
From my eyes, my face, my hands, my wrists
Anywhere
But my chest
No salvation for me

You'd like that, wouldn't you?

Well too bad, I'm stronger now
My pride is on the rise though my confidence is low
I'm gonna stare you down
Though you push me to the limit
My mask is on my face and the world is my playground

I will never cry, I promise you
Won't let you win
I'm lying and burning and drowning and dying
But I swear I'll die
With honour, and triumph, in splendour, with wonder
Going out
Like a star
But I'll promise you this

You won't break me...

It's too bad, I'm stronger now
My pride is on the rise though my confidence is low
I'm gonna stare you down
Though you push me to the limit
My mask is on my face and the world is my playground

And if you try
I'll make you pay
For every word you say
Every step you take
You can't hurt me
I'm safe
Only in my mind
I'm falling, falling

But you won't break me again

It's too late, I'm stronger now
My pride is on the rise though my confidence is low
I'm gonna stare you down
Though you push me to my limit
My mask is on my face and the world is my playground

There you go. It would be really interesting to hear your views.

Daedh

XXX