Author: Nick Ransom PM
Again, more of these things I don't dare say out loud. I'd tell it all to him if I didn't think it would put an end to what little there is.Rated: Fiction T - English - Tragedy - Words: 394 - Published: 04-05-09 - Status: Complete - id: 2656336
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There's something wrong with me,
I'm aware of it now,
Getting in the way of the things I know,
You're fucking getting to me.
Don't pretend as if it's not obvious to you,
So blatantly easy to ignore.
If there's nothing, leave nothing, and keep it that way
I'm sick of hearing lies labeled truth.
I can't blame you for lying to me,
In all honesty,
It can't really be that hard.
When someone's as stupid
As caught up as me,
No surprise that you've pushed me this far.
I'm waiting on things that'll never come,
On a realization that's dawning too late.
And each time you promise
to never give up,
I'm wondering what'll flip you to hate.
But I promise I'll lay here forever,
Love the ground that you don't seem to touch.
And each second that I'm staying silent from you
Seems to me that it's one lifetime too much.
I can't change the fact that you're perfect,
Or the fact that I'm so below you
But you told me all of your stipulations,
And I told you the honest, fucking truth.
That your morals don't stand for shit here,
And my limits are far out the door.
And for such a gentleman,
Seeing me degraded
Seemed to do to you just a bit more.
So keep stringing me along now, darling
I promise I'll never raise my voice.
Keep in my when I'm bleeding
It's always been your fault,
But this time I've got no choice.
All I've ever had belongs to you now,
Possessions that I didn't understand then
If I could turn time back, I probably would
Instead of risking the loss of a friend.
All I can say now is sorry,
The guilt here isn't yours now to bear
It's obvious that you won't just let it happen
It's obvious that for some reason,
You might actually care.
So forgive me for sobbing your name out,
And forget all the things that you said.
When the sun comes up on this couch tomorrow,
There'll be nothing left to hurt you
No more memories
No beautiful lies to whisper
No more false dreams