Another poem! Hope you like!

Only Best Friends?

I can't tell you what I want to,
So many things to say.
I can't even breathe when I'm near you,
We can't stay just friends; there's no way!

I can't be that close,
And I have to remain silent.
I say that I'm ok; that I don't care,
But there's just no way you can buy that!

You know me better than anyone,
You know I can't sit here forever.
Why keep playing games with me?
I'm in this more than ever!

I know that I can tell you anything,
But it hurts so deep inside.
To know the truth would hurt you more,
So my feelings are what I hide.

I can't tell you what I really think,
Or what my decisions based on.
I'm struggling to keep inside,
The foundation my thinking was built on.

You can brighten my day,
With so little effort or care.
All it takes is to know you're waiting for me,
Just to know you're there!

You don't understand the torture you put me through,
Your laugh, your touch, that look in your eye.
the sound of your voice, the way you sigh,
Everytime I'm with you I want to cry!

I don't want to hurt you,
That's the last thing I want to do.
But I would be telling myself a lie,
If I said being friends is easy with you.

I love you and I can't hide it,
I don't want to anymore, not with you.
I want to be with you and make you happy,
But in the end you have to tell me what you want me to do.

I would walk to the ends of earth,
And swim the depths of the seas.
Climb the highest mountain peak,
As long as I could be with you, and you with me!

I don't want this to be the end,
But I don't want to suffer.
That's all I do to you,
And that makes it so much harder.

I don't want to stay, but I don't want to leave,
Tell me what to do, tell me where to go.
Tell me what is left of us,
I can't take it anymore; I have to know!