Houseki

Carrying all my sad memories,

it becomes too hard to bear.

My happiness long has faded into oblivion.

The world has become oblivious to me.

Or did I?

Those memories that continue hurting me.

Why can't I throw them all away?

Why can't I move on into happiness.

My chest hurts and my fingers crave the warmth of my skin.

I cannot. I cannot. I cannot throught away my jewel of sadness.

This jewel, my life and my eternal pain.

- Yuki (18.04.09)