The memory of you

Keeps popping in my head.

What did I do wrong,

To make you do what you did??

You've hurt me deep,

Though I don't think you have a clue.

How can this be?

How could you do this to me??

I was your child!

I was your daughter!

How could you touch me

Where no father should touch?

It was short and

didn't cause physical pain.

Maybe I'm wrong to feel like a victim??

But to me what you did was close to rape.

You touched me there.

Oh how could you dad?

You've broken me,

Now I'm constantly sad.

There was no reason

To do what you did!

There was no reason!!

To ruin my adulthood.

You may be gone,

But your not in jail.

You probably don't even remember

The time you asked to see my breasts.

I told you no

And laughed it off.

I thought you were joking,

But now I know I was wrong.

I want you to hurt!

I want you to feel pain!

You invade my dreams still

Even though that happened way back when.

You're a JERK!

How could you?!

I trusted you!

Now your gone.

And I finally see

You where never there for me.