Tell me what you see,

When you're staring down at me

All the lies, the tears, the guilt

I'm not free

Is this everything you wanted,

Could you ever forsee

The things you'd do

The way you'd ruin me

You're the first broken thing I've found,

That doesn't need to be fixed;

The sweetest pain I could ever imagine,

Tell me why you're doing this

All my life I've been so sure of things

And you've broken those walls down again

I'm so fucking lost, I wish that I could hate you,

I'm thinking you might be my end

Tell me what to do,

Show me where to lie,

I need to find an answer, Darling

Before I just lay down and die

I'm closer to the edge

Than I've ever fucking been

And each day's pushing farther,

I don't know where to begin.

My apologies for everything,

For being the burden all the time

I'm aware that you care, you're always sorry,

But I know I'm not really worth the time.

If I could change it all I would,

Rip this straight out my fucking chest

If only I'd stop giving a shit,

If only you'd give it a fucking rest

The happiest times of my life,

Came when you showed back at my door

And now I'm falling so much deeper

Than I'd even imagined before

You're the worst thing to happen to me,

The greatest thing I've never had

And you've still got the gall to stand there and question

"Why are you always so sad?"

Tell me what to do,

Show me where to lie,

I need to find an answer, Darling

Before I just lay down and die

I'm closer to the edge

Than I've ever fucking been

And each day's pushing farther,

I don't know where to begin.