i know that i just made you upset,

just tell me now,

i'd hate it if you kept it all bottled up,

i can't stand you hiding something from me,

/0/

we're getting serious again,

why can't i just live my life with giggles?

i talk too much,

you're probably freaking out inside,

/0/

i bet you think, 'why doesn't she just leave me alone?'

i ask you to leave me,

and you say you never will,

how did i deserve a guardian angel like you?

/0/

you swear that i didn't do anything wrong,

how do you think i'm flawless?

i'm weak, pathetic, emotional,

can't you see it?

/0/

i beg you to let go,

get a better friend,

what do i have that you want?

you insist i'm good,

/0/

i'm confused,

what do you see in me?

am i just some charity case?

i'm frustrated,

/0/

can't you just go?

everyone else has left me,

backstabbed me,

i'm waiting for the day,

/0/

just make it quick,

i'm impatient,

i'm selfish,

please don't leave me,

/0/

you're my sanity,

i can't imagine my life without you,

you're the best friend that can ever exist,

and i still don't deserve you,

/0/

i can't wait for your time to come,

i want the best for you,

i know it's not me,

but love will make it up for it,

/0/

i know i hurt you,

but you still keep me as a friend,

you confuse me,

can't you see that i am worthless?

/0/

i want you to admit your feelings,

tell me i'm everything i think i am,

can't you just make an exception?

i need you to hurt me, deeply,

/0/

give me everything that i deserve,

lash out on me,

why are you so nice?

where's my punishment?

/0/

i'm so used to all the cruel words,

why should i believe yours?

i hate to call you a liar,

but i don't know how to say it better,

/0/

i've always been so bad at everything,

you know that,

but you deny it,

what are you thinking?

/0/

i know that i just made you mad,

and i always ramble,

can't you get a clue?

i'm no use for you.