My failures

What I have not accomplished in my life.

In cubscouts I never got my bear,webelos or my arrow of light. Only got my bobcat wolf and two gold arrow points and 4 silver points, I got three yellow beeds and one red beed. When I moved on to boyscouts I only got tenderfoot,2nd class and 1st class. I never got my eagle ,life or star.

I failed to save the lives of any animals. I tried to pray really hard for my grandma to stay alive until my graduation and receiving my diploma.

I've tried and failed to convince atheists that there is a god. I failed to save one from getting his soul destroyed.

I wanted to serve a real mission and trace the religious history of Christians, Muslims and Jews in Jerusalem. The holy wars between them can't be won because they all pray to the same God.

I tried to make the same person be both a best friend and girlfriend and I failed.

I've apparently failed to convince anybody that immortality is not a curse.

I've lost much of my idealism and hope for a better future.

My failures have almost turned me very wicked.

That's not how people are supposed to be.

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