In Dedication To

I hereby dedicate this book to all those who have done me wrong and done something right in my life. In this book I will express how I feel about this and that. I will be completely honest with you in my feelings. Here you will read my complete and unwavering feelings for you. Try and remember though that this book was written over and time and people change; their feelings change. This book is only accurate during the time it was written. Some of this may not be as accurate in a few years from now.

I swear under whatever oath you’d like me to that this book is honest. I held nothing back when writing this. I know better then anyone else that one should know the truth. If you don’t want to know the truth, don’t read this. Sometimes it feels better to hide from the truth you don’t wish to face it. You can always come back and read the truth. It will one day be shared with you too.

Keep in mind though that the truth can hurt. I won’t take back anything I say about you though I can promise your name will never be used. I would like to believe that you will know who you are though. Unless of course, you really are that dense which in my opinion is rather irritating and sadly, pathetic.

I will say this now, some of the words, phrases, and feelings expressed can be very heated and in some cases considered cold hearted. I will not lie to you about that. I will happily tell you how I feel.

Still, I hope that all who read this book can to some extent try and understand how I feel. I pray that you, the reader of this book, will try and see things through my eyes. Try and take in my words and learn from them. Maybe they will help even you to understand yourself and your life.

In closing I hope that nothing I say will cause me to loose a friendship I may hold close. If it does though, then please forgive me but I could not hold back the truth from you any longer. I needed some desperate way to express it.

These are merely notes, writings, letters things that I have felt during some time in my life. To some extent some of these are things that I may have considered saying to people but have not. Either way these are my honest words and I hope you can understand them.

Just an added note, some of these are written about me and other parts of me. Not all of them have to do with a particular person or persons. Some are notes to me or to a group of people. Sometimes, they are even written to a memory or memories I have. Some may not even be written to people.

I started writing this with the desire to be honest to myself and those I felt I had never been honest to before. I wanted to write this because I wanted people to know the truth even if I lost a friendship. I couldn’t stand their lying to them. It was killing me and I felt that you needed to know.

I understand of course if you may not wish to know the truth, but there is little to know warning about who these are to. Sometimes I may leave a hint sometimes it may be painfully obvious. Other times I leave little to no hints behind. It merely depends. So please keep that in mind.

I must put in a laugh here as I read over this. It’s supposed to be a dedication, but I suppose it’s turned into a note to the readers. I guess that’s fine. It’s a note and a warning and a dedication. I’d like to thank you for reading and supporting this book. I hope that this sparks something inside you like it did for me. All I can say now is that I’d like to thank everyone from the readers, to the simple people in my life. Yes, there are some people I dislike that I write about in here, but there are things about people I love and hold very dearly too. I’d like to thank all of you for everything – the good and the bad.

There’s so much that has happened and so many people I could thank and list right here, but well, that would take way too long. So I’ll wrap this up.

Thank you everyone this is happily dedicated to you all.