When I Close My Eyes.

My world seems so small, So dim.
Like a race I'll never win,

But i try and i fail over
and over again i fail.

In my corner all alone i sit and wish
I'd fade away, far away,

So far into my thoughts into
the darkness of the endless abyss.

I fall, and i fall will i ever stop?
Will this ever end?

Then i open my eyes and realize it never began.