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Sylvia Plath and Jack Kerouac met at a bus station in New Jersey.
“Where are you going?” He asked, and she didn’t have an answer.
That suited him just fine. So they got on a Greyhound and
She fell asleep on his shoulder. While dreaming of death
The world of steel and smog became so small that it remained
Only in his eyes and the cigarettes he smoked to the filter.
Sylvia woke up, unsure. Jack was sizing up a little Mexican
Deciding he didn’t want her. He could cope with the woman on
His shoulder. “What do you want out of life?” He asked Sylvia and
She couldn’t speak. She didn’t want anything.
“So tell me your dreams.”
And it wasn’t like she didn’t have dreams, but she couldn’t speak.
She didn’t talk about dreams much anymore, and she replied:
“When we get to where we’re going, I want to take a bath.”
He just stared at her, disappointed, because he had so many dreams
And wanted so badly to discuss them with her. Outside, it began
To rain that cold, familiar loneliness rain. Sylvia thought of the
Hospital where she had played a gig for a while. In and out of
Sanity. Jack, on the other hand, felt too sane to function. Trapped
By his own normality, and gone.
She came to him in the hotel room with wet hair and no heart
To tell him she was thinking of another man. Well so was he. So they
Lay down by each other, not thinking of the curves of her body or
The angles of the room, but rather of blue eyes and blonde hair
On a handsome youth that would never love save for himself.
“I write bad stories,” Jack confessed.
“I write bad poetry,” Sylvia comforted. He was surprised that she
Was speaking so intimately with him.
“Then we’re quite a pair,” he joked.
“Yes, let’s be,” she said. Her voice was a shaky piano, chimes and
Charms, beautiful to match her legs. He had wide yes then, his heart
Too big for his ribcage. “Okay. We’ll be a pair. Dysfunction
And all.”
So they got on another bus at two in the morning, this one
Wasn’t even marked. Now they were just going to go. Moving for the sake
Of movement, of freedom, of love, of fear about commitment. He
Left her in New Jersey, the summer sunny stop he found her and
She knew this was how it went, but that didn’t mean she
Was going to cut herself off from him. She called him often,
Regular as clockwork and soft as lamb’s wool. He longed again
For the “rhythm of the road,” the sights of flat and rolling
Landscapes painted brown and green and seventy degrees, faster than he
Could think, a speed to go through life with, the soft red haze to
Counter her dark blue moods. She moves slowly through the warm,
Wet-washcloth air of the East Coast, thinking of him, not allowed
To use the stove anymore. But she still talks so pretty, still stands
On her own two feet and tells him, so kindly on the phone that
She’s doing better every day. And he believes her, because no
Matter what he says or thinks or dreams of or she considers
He really does love her, and she really does love him.