it's not a lie if i haven't said anything,
and i'd like to think that you figured it out,
but i know you far too well
to believe that.

i can't help that i feel this way about you.
you are my sunshine, and you make me smile,
and for once, i stopped thinking about her
when i thought about you.

it isn't hiding it if it's there and you just haven't noticed,
and i'd like to think that this will all work out.
but i don't know if it can,
or if you'll make those
small connections.

and i'm so scared to say a thing,
because those two words may tear us apart,
and i don't know if i'm okay with losing you yet.

i'd like to think i'm strong,
but i know myself far too wall
to believe that.