I Will

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I’ll smile, pretend I'm all okay

How could I be okay?

I’ll laugh, pretend I'm enjoying life

Why was I just left out?

I’ll shout, pretend I don’t have a care in the world

Why doesn’t the world care for me?

I’ll scream, no longer pretending I'm okay

Because I'm not okay, I never was

I’ll cry, no longer pretending to enjoy life

You see me, so left out

I’ll die eventually, drifting away from the world

Right from where no one cared for me

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A/N: I think that they should make an international "Be happy day" Im sick of being me, when I have nothing to be sick of. If that makes any sense...