Someone for Me

Together they walk, hand in hand. They both look so happy. It's nice to see them like that. They've been together as a couple for three years now. One could assume that they're in love. I can't be sure for it's something I myself have never felt.

I can assume it's nice though because they look so happy. She's my best friend, her name is Sam. She used to be sad, never happy at all but then she met him and all that pretty much changed. She started smiling again, now happy as can be.

Their love inspires me to keep going and find someone nice for me too. I'd like to walk one day, hand in hand with the one I love too. Their love makes me, helps me believe that I'll be happy like that in the future too.

Sam has told me that if I don't find someone special like that that she'll dumb him so we can be boyfriend-less together. I always thought she was silly but I know she'd do that for me.

I wouldn't want her to do that though. I know it wouldn't make her happy. You don't know the different between the smile she has with him, and the smile she has with me. We're just best friends; I make her happy as a friend. He makes her feel loved. He makes her feel like she's the best thing in the world. There's a big difference between the two even if her smile doesn't look different; it is.

He kisses her forehead. She kisses his cheek. They laugh and smile and tell stories of things. They spend time and share secrets. They show off each other to friends. Everyone knows but no one understands.

A lot of us have boyfriends or girlfriends but none of us have the great love they do. So none of us can quite understand how wonderful it is to have a great love like they do.

You know, thinking back, I think they loved each other before they ever met. She was always thinking of a guy, she'd never tell me who, but she said he was special and she was special to him too. She once told me she wasn't sure who he was, but she knew he was out there and coming near. He was coming to find her, to be with her here.

Not long after that he moved in around the corner. It's a fifteen minute walk from here. We all go to school together, so we've all become good friends. It's a lot of fun and interesting too. It's nice to know you can learn about love from a friend close to you. It's nice to believe that one day you'll be happy like that too.

I'm happy waiting; my prince charming is coming from me too. I don't mind waiting a few years or forever if I have too. I guess I'm really patient compared to most. But I just want to be happy. I don't want to settle on a person who doesn't make me as happy as them. I won't settle for anything less then I deserves and I'll never let anyone tell me I deserve any less then I believe. No one is going to try and make me change. I simply won't let them.

I look to the stars and close my eyes. I wish for my prince to come here soon though I make sure they know I'll be right here waiting. I'm sure I'll get some crushes and fall for some guys who aren't worth it but in the end I'm hoping and believing that I'll meet someone who's really special too.

I wonder what he'll look like, brown hair, black or blonde. Maybe a red head, I think that'll be just fine too. Not a geek with big glasses, I don't think I'd like that. Brown eyes are fine, green or blue are okay too. Tan skin or pale, either is fine with me. As long as he's nice his looks don't really matter to me. I just want him to love me like no other in the world, no matter what he looks like, as long as he only loves me.

I've asked myself before if maybe I was asking too much. I don't think I am. I'm not too picky I mean. Still with that said, I want to be treated like his queen. I'm strict with my feelings and I won't settle for anything I think is worthless. I'm just me and I'll only settle for something that's worth it too me. I hope that's okay. I'd like to believe it is. One day we'll see when I find a guy who loves me for no one else but me.