For the people who have gone through everything with me, no matter how many times I have said I hate them, no matter what I try to do to get them to leave me alone. So this is for you. Mainly Dean and Ky, but Jake and Mitch too. Love you guys. Also for Amber and Missa for making me see sense, and for Mrs. Diana Reichert for pulling me through.

I Run To You- Lady Antebellum

I Run To You

Like every life, I have had my share of bad and good times. And there are times when I have felt like crap. I have felt as if I couldn't bare to carry on my burden. People push me out because I am not having an easy time. People turn away from me and don't care. They don't want to get pushed into all of the drama. So they bow and walk out. They don't want to put up with it, so they don't. And it hurts me to see them go because I know I can't make them stay. All I can do is step aside and let them leave.

But for some reason, you never want to. No matter how dramatic my life seems to be getting. You could care less about the drama, about all the problems that are occuring. All you care about is making sure I get through it, making sure that I am alright. You could never see past the fact that I'm not okay. Even when I try to lie and say that I am. You can see through my mask. And most of the time, you don't even have to ask what is wrong with me.

I run from hate
I run from prejudice
I run from pessimists
But I run too late
I run my life
Or is it running me
Run from my past
I run too fast
Or too slow it seems
When lies become the truth
That’s when I run to you

I remeber all the times that something had gone wrong. All the times that I had my world shatter. All I had to do was pick up my phone, and you'd answer yours. It didn't matter if I had text you, sent you a voice mail, or called. If you didn't answer right away, you got back to me quickly. And it helped, no matter if you got to me that second or not.

I remember the times that I would seriously need somebody to hold me and you'd drop what you were doing and be there for me. You were there to help me through, I was always put first.

This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you
I run to you baby
And when it all starts coming undone
Baby you’re the only one I run to
I run to you

I never had to think when I was upset about who I could turn to. All I had to do was open up my phone, find your name, and send a text. I knew that you wouldn't hold whatever I said against me and that you would help me through. You wouldn't use it against me if we got into a fight, you wouldn't try and set me off. All you would do is be there for me and hold me while I cried.

I remember how you made it easy for me to laugh away my tears. All the things we would run and do when I was upset to get my mind off of things. We'd just go do whatever, and by the time that we were done, I wasn't upset anymore. I had forgotten why I was upset in the first place; the reason were pushed into the deepest corner of my mind.

We run on fumes
Your life and mine
Like the sands of time
Slippin’ right on through
And our love’s the only truth
That’s why I run to you

And if you ever needed me, I was there for you as best as I could possibly be. I tried my hardest to be there for you. But if we both had something going on, you always would rather we get me taken care of first. I don't know why you didn't chose to walk out in the first place, but I'm glad you didn't.

You helped me through everything that I have been through so far, and the things that are starting to come up. And I am thankful for that.

This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you
I run to you baby
And when it all starts coming undone
Baby you’re the only one I run to
I run to you

I know that I can always count on you to be there for me through all of the rough times. So I would just like to thank you for letting me run to you. I don't know how I could possibly get through this without you guys.