There are so many feelings
ricocheting in my ripcage
knocking the sense outta me and
leaving me breathless once passed

I wonder if telling was a mistake
when we haven't even kissed yet
its so hard, to read into the feelings and
emotions he's holding from me

I'm nervous for the next time I see him,
I'm scared that thing'll change and

I won't see it coming
I won't understand why
I won't come home unscathed

I don't read minds; I don't want to
cause that takes all the suprise
from everything, but I'd give
anything just to hear his
thoughts right now...

6/18/09