Willing to Help

She’s just so fragile like glass anymore. She used to be strong and she still pretends to be but I can see right through her act to what she really is. I can see through all that she pretends to be and I can see all that she hides. She’s just so delicate and so easily hurt. She’s fighting against all the things that are trying to break free.

She keeps holding herself back afraid to move forward but she’s afraid to be still in fear of getting hurt. No matter what she does she always thinks she wrong. No matter where she goes she’s always thinking that she took the wrong path.

She can’t find happiness because she’s moved so far away into the darkness and now she’s lost. She’s not sure which way to go and her soul cries out for help, for a savior to come in and rescue her. She’s afraid of everyone though so she pushes them all away. She needs someone who won’t just turn and walk away. She’s looking for someone who will continue to try and fight with her so they can save her from the darkness.

The longer that she’s stuck there, inside the darkness she’s found herself in the deeper she gets. She needs someone strong and stubborn like she is to go into the darkness and bring her back home. She needs to see the light and find the happiness she needs. She’s just too afraid to do it alone anymore.

Everything she thinks brings out the fear and everything she does brings out the doubts. She’s just not sure what to do anymore. So she’s stuck standing still and begging for help. She’s afraid of everything and too afraid to face her fears. She doubts everything, afraid she’ll do it wrong. She doesn’t know where to go, she’s too lost and confused.

Why doesn’t someone help her take her first steps forward? She’s been so alone for all this time, all she needs is a little help to get started. Some encouragement is all, she’s not asking for much, but now she thinks she is.

She just wants to take someone’s hands and have them help her along. She’s not asking for answers, just a set of guiding hands and a strong shoulder to help her on her way. She just needs someone she can turn too and trust with all she has. She just needs a shoulder to cry on when everything is wrong. She just doesn’t want to try and do this alone. She just doesn’t want to make anymore mistakes. All she’s doing is asking for a little help and guidance. So why doesn’t anyone go in and help?

Now she’s stuck alone in all the darkness, she can’t see. Nothing around her makes a sound. She’s becoming paranoid by the silence. She’s starting to believe someone is there. She’s afraid of the things she can’t see. She imagines things; she’s been here so long. She’s become afraid of everyone and everything so she turns and runs around in the darkness getting her more lost and confused. She can’t think straight not anymore, not after all she’s been through.

She just wants to go home and meet a nice warm safe bed. Everything here though is driving her insane. The fear that haunts her, the memories that won’t fade, any words or thoughts could trigger something. She’s just so afraid of what’s going to happen. She’s just in so much pain and fear. She can’t help but remember all the bad things she’s done, no matter how small. She’s come to believe that everyone wants to hurt her, no one, nowhere is safe. All she wants is for the end to come. She just wants to be set free, even if it means starting this game over again.

Why doesn’t anyone go in to save her from the madness? Does no one understand? Doesn’t anyone care?

She’s heard so many times before, that it will be okay, but things are only getting worse. Soon she will loose a piece of herself and with that everything about her will shatter, breaking into pieces. She’ll lose herself and will no longer be able to be saved.

Still no one comes to help her. No one cares of her life it seems. All she needs is guidance, someone with patience to help her thought the darkness and back to where she used to live. She’s just crying out for someone stubborn to come and help. That’s all she’s asking for, but no one stubborn enough ever comes and now, no one comes at all.

She’s dying away, alone and afraid, crying herself to sleep. How can people let her die like this? In so much pain and fear, so hurt and lost? No, people want to be saved themselves, people who need no help at all are the ones that receive the help and those who are begging and crying out in misery are the ones left alone to fend for themselves.

This is sadly based on a real girl and the real world around us. I've seen so many other people get help, in more ways then one and she can't get anything at all. Its sad and I wish there was something I could do, but I can't. I would though, love to see her get someone help, I'm afraid that its not something she can go and seek. Its something that it needs to come to her at this point. So please pray for this girl, please pray that ones day someone will come and save her before its too late.