Time has passed with the winds,
But my thoughts are still with you.
And though my
memory is almost gone
The times we shared faded,
And thunderous laughter
Will always remain.
things I remember,
But remembering is like salt in a wound.
Dancing in the darkened brilliant lights…
lack of you is painful
And guilt plagues me like a swarm of
Buzzing, whispering, making me remember.
Because I blame
myself for these lost thoughts,
The memories that I've let slip
So carelessly into oblivion.
Am I so terrible for holding
For pushing away the tears that come
vision of your face makes my stomach drop
And my knees weak?
still hurts to know you're gone.
The boy I first kissed
only a phantom of a memory.
Tossed like a rag
doll into the abyss
I hope you're resting in peace
I'm in pieces without you.