Change

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Things change every day

Whether it be as gradual

As the leaves tumbling from the trees

Or as bold

As words from a mouth

Change happens

It doesn’t matter how far I cut myself off

To the rest of the world

My life can’t help but morph

Into something I didn’t really want

Is there something wrong with change?

If not, then why does it hurt so badly?

Why does it cause me to break down in tears?

Why does it feel like there’s no going back?

Why does my heart ache for you?

While before this change I didn’t give you a second glance?

Why do I want to cry every time I see you smile?

And I'm not the reason to why?

They say change ends up for the better

But why is my heart yelling at me

To change it all back

To how it used to be?

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