So it's been a while...

I've been unbelivably pessimistic lately. That's not healthy at all. I just do three things at home now: Sulk, Study and Sleep with my eyes open (brain dead)
My math marks have been crap lately. And thanks to them I've been subjected to crap from my parents, too. (Disappointed looks, speeches, less time on the computer, blah blah blah)

In my defense: I was teaching middle-bro his own lessons. When you have a brother with ADHD, he doesn't know how to stay put, so he needs constant supervision and mentoring. And that was the day before the first quiz.

The day before my third quiz, Dalia had a chemistry test herself. And I felt obliged to help her since it's her first year studying that subject and it's bound to be tough since she's not used to it and stuff.

And by the time I'm done with the rest of the subjects, plus taming my youngest sibling, it's 2:30 and my brain has already been shut down.

Anyways, I'm done with complaining. It's doesn't get you anywhere after all! xP
Especially when it comes to school. Just suck it up and move on.

Oh- I found out yesterday that my mom is going to Egypt mid-November, which is so soon. And what's worst is that I was last to know. Actually, no. That's not worst, it's just the least of my problems.
Apparently, her annual leave from work is due this month, so my parents thought it'd be best to check up on my brother. And since my dad can't go due to work; mom is. And while she's there, she's gonna look for a job, and if she does find one: a good one. We're moving. For sure. Ugh.

She's leaving on the 18th. Everything is set and the plane ticket bought and heck, we're spending the next Eid without mom. It's bad enough I had to go through the last one without my brother, now we're gonna be without mom and my bro?! And without a shred of new clothing to celebrate. I thought Eid was supposed to be family time!!

God, and yesterday, she spent forever telling me that "I depend on you to take care of your siblings and co-exist with them and be responsible and teach them...."
And I'm like, "I am co-existing! And I am responsible!"
She took another life-time to get on with it and tell me all about the stupid plans, from the day she leaves till she gets back, I'm in charge while Dad's at work. And I definitely don't want that.

Now, I have to teach and take care of the two monkeys I have for brothers, plus Dalia, and deal with the helper who keeps nagging at me every now and then. Yeah... I hope my parents know that I can't pass this year under these conditions. I need a break already.

Aaaarrgh. I feel like punching/injuring/breaking something.

Onto better news:
Last night was Mexican night here at home. Mom doesn't cook much 'cause she's always working (I don't think that's an excuse, but *shrugs*) so on the few occasions when she does cook, she does it gooood. We had Tacos and Nachos and other Mexican yummy-ness. C:

AND, Cookie is back! *grins*
It's good to have you back
Where on earth have you been?! Another 'Coma'? Seriously, how long do they last??
And no, I did not forget Fictionpress's own Cookie Munchkin. I dare not commit such a thing.

Later,
Yas