Living With A Broken Heart

Thinking of you hurts
But not as much as I thought it would.
I guess all the pain I went through before
Has numbed me some.
I am tired of all the let-downs
And the broken hearts.
I thought you were the one
To make all the pain go away.
Though, now I know
I should have listened to my instincts
The ones that told me not to like you in the first place.
But something else was there,
And that made me fall from grace.
You won me over with your charm
And made me think you the "near-perfect" one.
Now I realize
You were just another guy.
You were not as special as a certain side of me believed;
And from now on,
I will try my hardest to not let that side of me be once again deceived!

7/09 R&R! :)