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Us.
Now I‘m left to forget, us.
I can’t believe I let this happen. My entire life, I was so guarded, to prevent this very thing from happening.
My heart being broken.
When I met you, you were sweet, kind, and amazingly cute. I never expected to find love in you.
We started out friends.
It was very gradual, but everything seemed to fly by when I was with you. As time went on, we grew closer and you became a very dear friend. It was strange, at first, because you were so different from everyone else. You had these funny quirks about you that no one else seemed to understand. You were outgoing and friendly to everyone. You could make a joke when everyone else was silent, and not feel embarrassed about it. You were brave and strong.
And I was not. We were complete opposites of each other.
But I looked forward to seeing you everyday. I knew that I shouldn’t think about you as much as I did, or smile whenever something reminded me of you.
But I did, and I couldn’t help it.
I had fallen.
I didn’t know it at the time, but now that I look back, I can’t believe I never saw it. Friends had told me numerous times that you liked me, but I always just shrugged it away, thinking they had mistaken our close friendship for something else.
Then, one day, you told me the truth.
I was surprised, to say the least. I told you that I didn’t feel the same way, because I had thought I didn’t. If I could go back in time to change that, I would, without hesitation. Everyday I wish I had said I felt the same.
Eventually, things blew over, and we were back to normal. But soon, I was beginning to see that I did have feelings for you. Major feelings. But it was too late by then. We both had obstacles that prevented us from what we really wanted.
So the roles were reversed, and I was the one pinning. But I acted like nothing was different. I cared too much for you, to ruin your current happiness. It was hard, but I could deal with it, because I still had you as my best friend.
After a while the obstacles were gone.
And I told you the truth.
You were surprised, to say the least. You told me you didn’t feel the same way. I was crushed, but it was okay. I never let a guy get me down before, so what should be different about you?
Well, apparently, you were very different from all the other guys. I was hurt, more than ever, but I guess that must have been the way you felt before. Things did change this time around, and it was more awkward around you. We eventually got over, I guess.
Because soon, you asked me to be your girlfriend. I could never explain the euphoria I felt at that moment. You were more than I could ever ask for. Just being with you, made my day. I was happier than I had ever been.
But, soon we were over. I guess happiness was never meant to last.
Which leaves me to where I am now.
Wondering how the hell I let this happen. Why was I so stupid, to believe that everything you said was true? I thought I knew better than to let someone into my heart, because I knew where it would lead. I guess you just changed the way I thought. You changed me. It may not have been for the better, but I will never regret it. We made memories, which I will never forget.
And I know I will never stop loving you.
Please, don’t forget.
A:N-I don't own any of the lyrics from Demi Lovato's song, Don't Forget.