yamirose: I know a guy and he's one of my best friends and he knows I like him, but thinks its an obsession. He has no idea how I really feel about him. I think he's in denial. I wouldn't know because he won't tell me anything. He only tells me about how he likes this other girl and it makes me jealous. He will never find out how much I really like him, never in a million years.

Disneynut16: I think that you should sit him down and really tell him how you feel, and not let him go until he understands that you really like him and aren't obsessed. It might be hard, but it in the end it may have all been worth it.

yamirose: Well, I already have done something along those lines and he still thinks I have a huge obsession with him. He...just doesn't want to accept the reality of it. And it's more his problem now then it is mine. I've moved on, but I still think about him. He even thinks I've moved on when I haven't. I refuse to give up on him. He may go out with other girls, but I'm a fighter. I will fight for the people I love. No matter how they may feel about me.

Everything that I said in this convo is true. I...really do like Dylan and if he doesn't like me that way then fine. He can go and move to another state for all I care. If you wish to see the actual postings then go to /watch?vnL5bT1oZdnY#prJhnsnRdRQ . There you will not only see the video, but also what I said.

Jen

kyleverno says: leve him alown ok

I have left him alone! I just can't stop thinking about him. Well, I'll have him know that I regret going out with Kevin. Every time, I talked to Kevin, or was around Kevin for that matter, it felt like I was severing my heart literally in half. Dylan has no idea how precious his friendship is to me. He's one of the few guys that I've actually had a friendship with.

But I guess he doesn't care. I guess he doesn't care about the fact that I care about him. Even possibly as more than a friend. He just decided to throw it back in my face. If that is the case, then why bother even talking to him in school. I'll simply ignore him. Kyle, there is nothing you can do about it either. Justin can't do anything about it either.

I tried to show that I'm not just a bitch to people. I've tried opening up to them and look where it's landed me. Loving the only guy who has ever been brave enough and cared enough to see past my cold, outer shell that I show the world. Doing that is the only way for me to protect myself emotionally. And yet, I still ended up hurt.

I still ended up crying myself to sleep some nights. And it's all because of Dylan and how he never gave me a chance.

I hope he enjoys the rest of his life knowing this.