Suddenly, so unexpected

Someone's telling lies

My heartbreak can be connected

With this stinging in my eyes.

Pull the sheet over my face

Take away the light

My pain is due from removing grace

So quickly over night.

Words have shocked the heart of me

And made me question fate

Have you gone? Can it be?

These words of love too late.

I didn't expect to see your name

When I was told who died

It had to be another, it couldn't be the same

Someone has definitely lied.

But no, there was no mistake

Nobody jokes so cruel

Why your life did God have to take?

I feel like such a fool.

I cried so hard, I cried so much

I can't see through this fog

Your haunting words, a final touch

Such a promising blog...

Jasmine You, a beautiful name

To match such a beautiful man

To get over the loss of this talent, such a shame

And I don't know if I can.

"Sleep well, my sweetest doll

Rest your pretty soul

For you're not really gone at all"

My final attempt to self-console.