'That bitch,
that fucking bitch.'

He smiles at me,
tells me that I can go.

I bite my lip,
wishing it would run red like
our store colors.

FailFailFail.
If only I was better...

I keep reading his smile,
putting words in between his
teeth that
I know aren't there.

'That dumb bitch'.

I can't get this right,
can't please

ANYONE

I'm sorry I don't know
what to do.
I'm sorry, it's only the
2nd time I've done this.

Fucking forgive me.

.

.

I'm just stupid,
just fucking stupid...