A Lost Part of Me

It has been over a year

And this pain will not leave.

I did have somebody once

That helped conceal my hurt.

But now he’s far gone

And a part of me is glad.

But no sooner had he left

That I again had this rush of sad.

It’s a pain deep within.

However far deep that I felt

“At home” with him.

He was my comfort,

My joy.

And now I am without him.

Writing helps very much to get thoughts out. I have been thinking of this one guy ever since the other left. It seems to me that I had never got over him in the first place, that I simply made myself forget. And that's not right.

8/09