Something Breaking

Almost fading

Slipping away

Into what seems like yesterday

Darkness shatters

All light

All happiness

Till it’s only a memory

I’ve seem to have lost all faith

All hope in morning

Lost sight of what I was searching for

I feel so broken

People slip away

I watch them fade away into shadows

Distant memories

Now just glimpses into the past

Every thing feels so lost

So uninviting

So reckless

And unnerving

I watch as the world progresses around me

Thriving and continuing on

People living their lives

Going on like nothing is wrong

I feel so lost

So trapped

I feel like I’ve been put into a person nightmare

And I’m the main character

That if I really were to watch my self

Fade away, that it might happen for real

I feel doomed

So unpleasant

But would you do me a favor?

Just don’t remind me that what’s happening is real

Cause I would rather dream this reality

Than live it