I feel this sense of despair,
Deep in my heart,
Where everything feels so hopeless,
And I feel like nothing will change,
And that I will always feel alone.

I feel this sense of confusion,
Deep in my mind,
That no matter where I go,
Or with everyone I know,
That I feel out of place.

I feel this anger,
Deep in my fists,
As the certain people,
Who choose to pick on me,
And want to destroy their existence.

I feel this fear,
Deep in my soul,
Where I fear being alone forever,
Where I fear being lost forever,
Where I fear bloodying my hands.

I don’t want to feel anything anymore,
I want an escape from this hell,
I want to leave this behind,
Leave this world,
But I want to live…