I look for doubt
always find it in every face
gather it into my arms
hold it into the muscle of my heart
until I see it in every face

I dissemble it from my fingers
run strings to my own limbs
I dance the movement of semblance
and I fear everything
not knowing what can be counted on
in my most secret heart of hurts.

you have ruined me in this way
he pays the price because
I am afraid to really believe
and one infinite day
find my wings snapped