Unsure of What to Call it, Other Than a Crush

I'm so torn
between all of those choices.
My mind can't seem to function
on just one thing.
Do I want your arms around me,
or do I want to stay alone?
No, I don't think so.
I don't think alone
is the right option for me;
I've endured it for far too long.
But, can't you see
that you are the object of my affection,
a title that not many people are alowd.

I thought that being away from you
would make this feeling go away,
but it appears that it's only gotten stronger.
Why do I let this control me life
in the way that it does?

Wow... This one was last night or the night before that one... I can't seem to remember. Anyways, it's this little crush I have^-^ How humbling to read about it after I wrote it. I feel like such a little kid sometimes. Hehe. Crushes in high school. If anything were to happen, it would be better than the summer fling I had, lol. That was interesting. But I don't know if I really like this poem, content aside. I feel like it's definately not one of my best, so I naturally don't like it. Ah, well. Beggers can't be choosers, I guess.