"Reach out and touch me"
Reach Out- Hilary Duff

Ian made a surprise visit today. It's our one month anniversary. Time really flies in Hollywierd. We didn't have the movie reunion no running hugs, and crying eyes. It'd only been a week since we'd seen each other but several small kisses were quickly shared. He then took my hand and led me out of my house. The radio was moderately loud as I stepped into the car a song I'd never heard was on the radio. I couldn't place the voice.

"Alway so confused when around you.
Felt like I was being abused, In the end I found all I was doing was being used"

"Now I wish I'd never knew you,
I wished I'd never cared for you
Made love to you"

I pulled through my thoughts trying to get the name of the singer. I knew the voice.

"You're cold hearted
Tearing me apart (piece by piece)
I finally realized who you really are.
A fake"

"Played with my emotions
I was the shiny new toy for you
Always making me feel less than you
I really hate that I ever loved you

"Now I wished I'd never knew you,
I wished I'd never cared for you,
Made love to you"

"Wished I'd moved on
You wouldn't be okay with that
Your smiles still haunts my every move
My love for you has yet to move"

"Now I wish I'd never knew you,
I wished I'd never cared for you
Made love to you"

As soon as I heard 'your smiles' I knew who it was the radio DJ confirmed it. "That was Jaiden Mitchell's first ever single, Love Smiles, we can all only guess who that's about." Ian turned off the radio cutting off the DJ.

"Smiles, I am so sorry I didn't realize and" I smiled at Ian

"It's fine. I'm happy for him he's always wanted to be a rockstar." We drove until it was dusk and pulled into a deserted beach area. Sounds of the ocean filled my ears, smells of the salt water surrounded me.

Ian pulled a blanket out of the trunk of his car.

"I thought we'd keep it low key"

I smiled at him "Don't think I'm really dressed for anything else." I was in a pair of pajama pants and a hoodie. Ian hadn't gave me anytime to chande.

"You look gorgeous" Ian smoothly walked over to me and kissed my lips gently when he pulled away I was smiling a toothy grin. He drabbed my hand and led the way. Ian laid the blanket down as I was rolling my pant legs up.

"What are you doing?"

I smiled mischievously at Ian and ran toward the ocean. Once I was about thigh up in water I yelled at Ian "Come on be a kid with me." I an laughed a full laugh and started removing clothing and rolling up his jeans. His skin glistened in the moonlight, the contours of his subtle muscles sent shivers down my spin.

"So, this is being a kid?"

"You would know more than I would." Ian actually had a normal child/teenage hood. Ian wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Well, having the most beautiful girl in your arms isn't normal, but everything else I think would fit."

"Cheeseball" We waded in the water for a little while then laid down on the blanket my head rested on Ian's chest.

"Smiles, why'd you leave in the first place?"

I took in a deep breath. I was caught off guard. "Well.. Someone close to me broke me when I needed them more than ever. I did the only thing I could think of doing. I ran." The answer didn't exactly give all the details but Ian didn't push it any further. "So, you didn't happen to bring a guitar I've been working on our song."

His laugh vibrated his chest "Nope, no working tonight".

I pulled my body closer to his and fell asleep.

Confession number fourteen: Falling asleep in someone arms is an amazing feeling.

xoxo
Smiles :D

I apologize I was suppose to finish typing this last week sometime or maybe the week before. My best guy friend (who came out to me a few weeks ago which was the reason for the first delay) dad passed away. I have a term paper I'm working on hardcore. Life is just trying to milk every minute out of me. Also does anyone have a good poem for an oral interp.? Sorry for the wait once again.
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