|A White Curtain, Closing
Author: Faithless Juliet PM
A corset still acts as a coffin to my rib bones, feeling the crisp haunted halo of a Ferris wheel, like a neon moon.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Poetry - Words: 332 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 09-22-09 - Status: Complete - id: 2723377
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A White Curtain, Closing
Somewhere in the middle
of the darkest black midnight,
a clock wonders backward
in search of conclusion.
Time itself is a domesticated prostitute
laid out underneath the forefinger of your
burgeoning sence of fatherhood.
And the curtain closes,
somewhere during the deepest chimes
of that same wounded clock,
a melancholy catchphrase,
and I'm holding some sort of dead life-force to my breast.
Holding it in my hands.
Feeling the limp weighted bone,
white cloth pulled tight over skin.
A corset still acts as a coffin to my rib bones.
The kind of cage that cranes upward
in the blur of full height spreading above me,
like the clock,
still plastered to the mantle,
a jet black stream of widowed warlocks
sprouting up from the sky.
And I point out the constellations to you.
All of the opal-faced carnations full in bloom
in a sky deader than your swollen erection,
like a westward wind,
in queue with the curtain rising,
my cloaking face feigning unnamed nonsense.
I was a shaft of sunlight falling into the chinks of a storm drain,
fog on your window pane,
a sweetly sour refrain.
And those same chinks,
like a thousand foreheads parting
beneath the barrowed brow of October,
someone telling me that I am Polish,
yet, No, I say,
I am a Russian bridge erupting,
like silken petals from my mother's Irish womb,
long dead, long empty now.
Yet, I still hold that fallen life to my breast.
Pull cold fingers to my cheek,
feel the crisp haunted halo of a Ferris wheel,
like a neon moon, bubbling up from the night,
the last love song, the last spoken wrong.
And a white curtain slides downward,
ending the evening in a fit of sparks and rages,
and with the elbowing of it at my side I lower my body in,
underneath it all,
behind that condemning concubine of time.