This is how I felt once

She is a living contridiction,
Polite and rude all at once.
She smiles when really she's sad.
Hates pain yet loves it to.
Wakes up early but wants to sleep in.
Says she okay, but's it's far from true.
Walks in the light but loves the dark.
Lives in both fantasy and reality.
Almost like there's two different people,
She is both yet neigher of everything.