Wow it's been a while. I guess I've finally got a social life coming together. My new honey and I have been spending a lot of time together. He needs to spend time with his friends. I need to get busy.

My fanfic is also suspended. Every time I think I know where the story's going, I hit a snare. It's fucking annoying. But that's my fault for not planning ahead. I'm impatient that way.

Back to the honey. I'll call him Noah. We've been dating for a week, been friends for more than two weeks and I'm going to give myself an ulscer thinking about this. Because I just know that you love hearing about my woes.

Here's a random poem thingy:

The road to Heaven is measured in miles

what makes you think she's special, everytime she smiles?

I have no idea what to do with that. I have all the inspiration I need, yet my mind has tumbleweed rolling around inside it. Maybe it's because I want every chapter to come out absolutely perfect. And to do that, I can't just hurry and put a chapter out there without making sure I did my very best.

...

Nah, I'm just a lazy fuck.

Here's a fact, all of my chapters are usually written on the spot. I'll leave them alone for a day or two to make sure I got it all right, but that's about it. I really need to step up on this whole writing thing. This has gotten pretty bad now.

Three people in my school have gotten the piggy flu so far. My mom's making us all get the vaccine so that she can be at peace. I don't want to, but if it keeps her from getting anymore gray hairs it's worth it.

Run rabbits run rabbits run run run!

I saw a lineup for the vaccine the other day, it was huge. It took up most of the sidewalk at the strip mall. People are panicking. I can't exactly say I know better so I'll just pass along what I've heard. One doctor said that it's better not to get the vaccine. That it weakens your immune system and that if you do get the swine to just go home and go to bed for a couple days.

Another doctor said to get the vaccine. Apparently people with asthma are at higher risk than other people. Same with people who are diabetic or have cancer etc.

Then one of my teachers said that the risk of dying from the flu is something that everyone has. We've been at risk since the day we were born. So in that case, we just gotta do what we can to prevent it from happening and try not to worry, because once you've done all you can, worrying will just give you an ulcer and more things to worry about.

I'm not worried.

Peace.