Mommy, Daddy

Hey Mommy, Daddy, there's a secret that I cannot tell

I know you're already so scared that I'll end up in hell

I told myself I'd make it even if I had to crawl

But it's so much easier to let go and fall

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I know you talk about me and I hear you every night

Mom's nearly sobbing, and Daddy tells her it's all right

You act so strange with me, afraid you've lost your little girl

Should've thought that before you showed her the world

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And it's hurting too much, always hearing too much

Wish I was really as closed up as you think

But I still wanna rest with my head on your chest

And tell you everything

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Hey Mommy, Daddy I have gotten into quite a mess

Wish I could talk to you without you making me confess

The way you'd look at me if you read what I write about

Worse than your rage, worse than time-out

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And it's hurting too much, always hearing too much

Wish I was really as closed up as you think

But I still wanna rest with my head on your chest

And tell you everything

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Everything, what's my fault and what's not

Everything, all these feelings I've fought

But quiet wisps of voices drive my heart to rapid beat

Please, stop it Mom… I wanna sleep…

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And it's hurting too much, always hearing too much

Wish I was really as closed up as you think

But I still wanna rest with my head on your chest

And tell you everything

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Yeah, it's hurting too much, always hearing too much

Wish I was really as closed up as you think

But I still wanna rest with my head on your chest

And tell you everything