Word To Your Mother

Don’t ask about the title, basically my friend and I were talking earlier about a graphics thing and I asked her for a name and she said that and since I couldn’t think up anything I decided to call my Pillowbook thing this.

So, yes, this is my Pillowbook. Don’t expect it to be edited, at all.

In fact, don’t expect anything. Whether I stick with this or not is a different story. I just more so wanted something where I could share my thoughts and ideas and just...go with the flow, so to speak. (I like that song, by the way. Go With The Flow by Queens of the Stoneage, though the video is pretty messed up. Aha, ever seen it?! It’s soooooooooooo weird.)

Expect crazy random thoughts and all sorts of other things as I am pretty much crazy, to tell you the truth. Oh, ignore the egotistical comments that might end up in here. Really, just ignore them.

Anyway, I thought I’d start this off with random babblings, pretty much. Since, after all, that’s what this whole Pillowbook thing of mine will be about. Although, it might include some random ideas, thoughts and overall...confusion, I guess.

How about, I start it off with what’s bothering me the most? Maybe you want to give me some help, share your ideas? So, first thing first. Halloween.

Who’s excited for it? I am.

But here’s my problem, I don’t have a costume idea, the one I wanted to do involves me having to spend so much money when I barely get paid from work (I’ll probably end up complaining about hours later on). I was wanting to go as the Mad Hatter, but switch it up a bit, but I don’t think that’ll work out now. So, now I’m stuck with a “What am I going to be for Halloween?” problem.

On top of that, I’m the one in my family who always carves the pumpkins. I love it, I don’t even know why. Maybe it’s because I feel like a kid when I carve pumpkins? Okay, so since I need to carve a pumpkin every year I always have these amazing ideas for pumpkin carvings. This year? I have absolutely no ideas at all and by now I would have tons of ideas and would have to try and figure out between idea 1, idea 2, etc. So, that’s driving me insane. (It’s the same with costumes too, usually I have an idea, or more, and am more prepared).

So, Halloween wise, I’m very unprepared for it. Any ideas of what I can do? I’d love it if you could help!

More unprepairedness? NaNoWriMo. Yes, it’s upon us. Not too long now. So here’s the problem, I don’t know what I’m doing for it yet. Last year, it was my first year, as soon as I heard about it I was so prepared. This year? There’s plot bunnies all over the place! Those evil little plot bunnies! I think I officially hate them now. I’ve never had this problem before so it’s just frustrating me.

I don’t know if I want to go for idea 1, idea 2 or idea 3. Maybe even idea 4, 5, 6, etc. I’m sure, hopefully, by the time November comes I’ll have my idea all sorted out, I hope.

Anyway, I kind of forget everything I was thinking about past this point, (Aha, I’m a failure when it comes to memory!) so I’m going to go and maybe you can share your ideas and thoughts with me? I’m pretty sure I’d love you forever if you give me an amazing idea.  Byee!