i take all the signs in wrong context,

i always seem to mess up at all the same parts,

and i can't help but backtrack in your direction,

perspective is in the eye of the beholder,

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and i wish i could be the one that was older,

then i could actually be a little bit cooler,

you could be the one that changes it all,

but then you prove to be a bit over the rest,

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i can't help but to think that i was such a fool,

all the hit come just as hard as before,

my world is crashing down,

and i want someone to stable me down,

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you've taken all the hope i have in the world,

i put all my faith in you,

and i feel bad that i used you like that,

i can understand that you wouldn't want to be with me,

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no one ever wants to be with this,

and you don't even want to consider it,

i'm never good enough,

but i'd just like a little chance,

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rejection hurts like a knife in the heart,

and there are a thousand scars from previous lashes,

i don't know how many more i can take,

building up after another,

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tears brimming at the surfaces of my eyes,

but i want to be strong,

but i know i'm not,

i'm rather nothing in your eyes,

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can't see straight,

i always let people get to me,

something obviously wrong with me,

of course there is,

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no use questioning it,

always wrapped up in people,

and what they think of me,

wanting to impress,

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and no one seems like they are,

"just as a friend" are the words that i hear the most,

why can't it ever be more,

more, more,

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the only thing i want in life is acceptance,

someone to love me for who i am,

and i thought you could be the one,

you could be the one,

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the pain is still here,

like the very first broken heart,

i knew you were trying to tell me honestly,

but i can't let this go.