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WARNING: This chapter contains material of a sexual nature. So if you do not like to read such things turn back now.

8

We were all currently sitting in a booth at Carolina’s waiting for our lunch, when Poe asked me to tell them what had happened with Hades. I told them everything, every last detail and Zodiac and Poe listened aptly. Zodiac gave his… dare I say girls gasps at the right moments and Poe gave his possessive growls at the mention of Hades sexual ramblings. When I had finished they both sighed happily. I looked at Poe to ask him about the fracas that occurred with his father. But I quickly shut my mouth.

Poe’s blue eyes regarded me heavily and I blushed under his intense stare. I knew why he was staring at me like that and I considered going into my car to get my Death Cab for Cutie hoodie to put over my teal tank top. I shifted my ass on my seat and his eyes turned dark at my movement. His hungry eyes were now fixated on my breasts. I glanced at Zodiac to see if he was watching this… sexual interaction, but he was too pre-occupied with making paper airplanes out of his napkins. What a doof.

I heaved a sigh when our waiter showed up with our orders. This would turn Poe’s attention from me to his food. I gave the waiter a smile and happily took my pickle off my plate. As I licked the juice off the pickle, I heard Poe give a small groan intended for my ears alone. I blushed again. I guess I was wrong. I quickly threw down my pickle onto my plate and avoided Poe’s eyes. Where to fix my attention? Where to fix my attention? I sang in my head.

“Why’d you stop? I was quite enjoying your…ministrations.” I heard Poe’s throaty voice whisper. Without thinking I looked at Poe and immediately wished I hadn’t. His eyes were on fire and they pierced into me. I had to change the subject things were getting to intense because I was sure if things continued I would let Poe take me on the table in front of Zodiac and everyone.

“So… are you guys going to tell me what went down with Ryan?” I asked pointedly staring at Zodiac. I knew if I asked Poe he would deflect the question, proceed to continue on with his damn throaty voice and sexual statements.

Zodiac wiped the burger grease off his mouth with his sleeve and burped before talking.

“Well after Hades drove off. Ryan quickly ran off into his car. The pussy. So I drove home and woke Poe and told him about what went down. We were both furious and we knew that Ryan knew where Hades was taking you. So we went over to his house…” Zodiac was cut off.

“Let’s juts say I pistol whipped him until he talked. Mother called the cops spewing some bullshit at the same time. Telling me I was a horrible traitor… blah, blah, blah and then a few minutes later, the cops showed. The rest you know.” He finished with anger in his eyes. I gave Zodiac a smile and high- fived him.

“Sweeeeet!” I chirped as I took a sip of my beer.

Zodiac grunted. “Yeah we have to see the judge in twenty days and then we’ll see just how ‘sweet’ everything is after that.” We all frowned in unison. We were quiet a while as we paid attention to our food and ingested the greasy meal before us. What if Poe and Zodiac went to jail? Well more so Poe than anything he was the one with the weapon. Great, just great.

“Soooo… Poe… how’s your dick been treating you.” I asked half-mindedly wanting to break the silence. Zodiac started to cough uncontrollably and Poe gave me a tight smile.

“Not too good. It’s been hard with frustration for the past twenty minutes and it needs release. Wanna help it out?” He asked with his voice slick with want. I crossed my legs under the table and gulped. That was the stupidest question I could have asked. Poe stared at me with serious and intense eyes, studying my movements calculatingly. I clenched my knees together and shifted as I felt the familiar ache in between my thighs. It only started around Poe: only for Poe. He gave me a thrilled smirk and slyly nudged my thighs open with his Van’s clad foot. I let out a tiny whimper as the ache intensified and tried not to close my eyes as his foot slid in between the apex of my thighs, taunting me.

“I’m, um, going to go to the bathroom!” Zodiac squeaked as he slid out of the booth. I widened my eyes in alarm. No! He couldn’t go, that meant I would be alone with Poe and Poe’s delicious foot!

“Mmm. We’re by ourselves so it seems.” Poe whispered deeply while his foot pressed gently against the center of my now soaked jeans. I mewled and tried to get his foot off of me. I was not doing this… not in Carolina’s Diner. I wasn’t one of his little sluts and that’s how I was feeling as he tried to get me off in front of a very crowded establishment where more than half of the people in here were townies and neighbors. No way… I wasn’t Brenda the waitress whore!

“Get your fucking foot off. You fucking wanton slut.” I whispered angrily as I struggled with his foot. He chuckled darkly and pressed roughly. I gasped and held onto the table.

“Keep talking, like that Sep’ and we’ll both come.” He said with his normally light blue eyes now a deep sapphire.

I dug my fingers into the table and bit back a loud moan that was threatening to erupt from my mouth as he started to move his foot in a circular motion on my nub.

“Please. Please Poe. Stop. Please.” I breathed raggedly while trying to tame my hips from moving with his foot.

“Oh god. You’re voice is so hot.” Poe groaned between clenched teeth. I saw Poe’s hand disappear into his jeans and I knew he was pleasuring himself as he pleasured me. The thought of his hand on his jutting erection… made me even wetter if it was possible. As his hand movements became frenzied so did his foot. I couldn’t hold it back anymore. I started to move my hips. I threw my head back, not thinking anymore, just letting the pleasure take over. My breaths turned into gasps at the rapturous feeling and when I felt a pressure in my stomach, I knew I was going to orgasm.

“Poe. I am going to come. Harder. Harder.” I said hoarsely, my voice sounded like it belonged to another woman, not me. He moved his foot against me violently and a second later the pressure released and I gave a long low keening cry. Not too long after me, Poe gave a manly moan as he jerked his hips up in release. I looked into his cerulean blue eyes as he looked into my hazel- green as we both came down from our orgasmic haze.

“Poe…?”

“Yeah?”

“Fuck you.”

I got up from the seat and stalked out of Carolina’s. I was furious! I knew better. I knew better than to give into Poe like I just did. I had even attempted to stop him, to stop myself. But like the fool I was, I let the pleasure override my logic. I stood in front of my car running my hands through my turquoise hair. I was no better than Brenda the aids whore. I mean I couldn’t actually believe that Poe wanted me and me alone. Even if he did want to be my first, (which in actuality he was. He gave me my first orgasm.) that didn’t mean he wasn’t going to fuck other girls. What was I thinking? I gave a scream as I pulled my blue- green locks in anger.

Out of nowhere I felt a hand violently grab my arm.

“What is your fucking problem Gonzalez?” Poe roared. His eyes were alight with anger and hurt. I didn’t give a shit. I tried to pull my arm out of his hold, but he just tightened his grip. In frustration I punched his chest with my other hand.

“My fucking problem is I let you use me like you’ve used your other three dollar smuts!” I yelled brokenly. Poe suddenly let my arm go and stepped away from me.

“You mean everything to me. I would never do that to you. What happened back there… was just me trying to show you how desirable you are to me. To show you that I want you.” He said with rage. I blinked in amazement.

“Poe… do you love me?” I crossed my fingers. Poe grimaced.

“I…I don’t know.” He whispered violently. My heart shattered and the bitch took over.

“Then once again fuck you Poe, if you don’t love me then don’t get livid if I sleep over Garayn’s house. Don’t touch me like you just did. Don’t look at me like you want to devour me anymore. Because I am so through with your games.” I yelled with tears in my eyes as I got into my car and waited for Zodiac to come so I could go home and cry in the privacy of my bedroom.

“Open up this car door September Gonzalez! We are not done with this conversation!”

“Go suck a dick!!” I screamed at the window. I put on the car radio as soon as I heard a sling of expletives. I raised the volume as Safetysuits “Gone away” started and let myself float to another world. If I hadn’t been such an idiot, I would have realized that Poe was opening the car door. I had forgotten to lock the door in my haste to get away from him. I yelped as he hauled me out of my car and saw that his electric eyes were trained on me. I stared back with a vulnerable hurt. Poe breathed roughly through his nose, and shook me as I now stood in his clutches.

“Poe. What the fuck do you want? You said what you had to say, and so did I? What else is there?” I said trembling as Poe’s eyes turned a dark blue once again but this time it wasn’t with desire, it was with a mixture of pain and regret. I winced at the look in his eyes and turned my head away from him.

“I can’t love you September. I can’t. Love hurts and I don’t want to hurt. Plus being Ryan Henley’s son complicates things, I am too much like him Seppy. More than you realize. Sure, I am not a racist but his blood flows through my veins. I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want to abuse you like he’s done to my mother. I can’t. I won’t.” Poe whispered with a sorrow so deep that I began to cry.

“So I want you to walk away from this situation thinking one thing. You were right… I take it back… I used you for a fix. That’s all it was. Don’t think other wise. Don’t love me. Don’t you dare feel that emotion. Save yourself from the big bad wolf.” With that he let me go and walked out into the afternoon with his head held high. I fell to the ground stunned beyond belief. I did not know Poe felt that way. It said so much about his sexual liaisons. He didn’t get close to anyone except on a sexual level because he was afraid of being hurt, he was afraid of himself.

Zodiac walked out of Carolina’s Diner with a confused expression on his face.

“What happened?” I told him and he shook his head sadly.

“No matter what he says Sep. He loves you.” Zodiac said while helping me up from the floor. His clover green eyes took me in before he gave me a hug. After awhile we let each other go, climbed into the car and drove home. When arrived home I trudged up the stairs and into my room, knowing I had to talk someone who understood. I had to talk to Josephine.