M/M romance, yaoi...this story might have writing errors...

Chapter 1: Phobia

Hi, my name is Akira Lovelock, 18 years old, simple guy. Short brown hair, light green eyes, gay.

I have a twin brother, Tsubasa (18 obviously), aka Tsu (straight).

We are from Japan, Tokyo, college – Sakura, it’s famous for the cherry trees that were planted the day of the school opening.

Our parents are always working abroad so Tsu and I stay because of school. We don’t live alone, we have Giovanni (25) to help us, along with Dr. Ryuuji (28) that only comes to visit when he is called or every month for checkups.

So you know, my house is rather big, it has a stable with farm animals, a labyrinth (my family call it “The labyrinth of the red roses”). I have car, a Smart of four doors, it’s all black. Tsu has a Mercedes, he likes fancy cars.

At school’s male bathroom entrance...

Tsu has just finished cleaning the male bathroom, I went to get him because, well, I am his brother...

“Hey Tsu, how was your day?” I say with a mocking voice.

“You know very well how it went (sigh). Our Bio teacher Eiko Kazama...-“ I cut him off, “Wait there a second, it’s Eiko “Shitzama” remember?”

Tsu sighs again, “Anyway, when Bio class started she told me to do the class work, which I was doing. She told me that after class I had to clean the male bathroom near the school’s bar, I asked her why and she told me that if I didn’t she would tell the principal to call our parents, that’s why I told her that she could go fuck herself.”

“So you stayed at school cleaning the bathroom.” I say not impressed.

Tsu pauses for a second, “Have you seen the new student in our class?”

“No Tsu, didn’t you notice that I was talking with Hiroki?”

Tsu glares at me, “So that is why I had to clean the damn toilets...! “Shitzama” can’t tell us apart...you know what?” He says that with an angry voice, “I’m going to kill you, you bastard!” He starts running after me and I escape as fast as I can so i don’t die by the hands of my twin brother, I’m still young...this is really stupid, it’s a very stupid way to die.

I run throw the corner of a corridor watching my back if he is still after me, I don’t see him anywhere...

I bump into someones strong back and fall on my butt, “Ouch! What the f-...”

I look up and say,“Sorry, didn’t see you there...” God...this guy looks so...HOT!

I can’t help it, I agape at his gorgeous face, shoulder length wight hair, light blue eyes...wow, he’s really tall...

I sit there with my eyes locked on his, he stares, doesn’t even blink from up there.

After a moment of silence he gets down to my level and extends his hand to me and says, “Hi, I’m Shiro Kazuma, I’m from your class. What was your name?” He says blowing a gorgeous smile at me.

“Akira Lovelock.” I shake my head a little to “wake up”.

Then Shiro says, “You have an interesting name, Love...lock.” After I shivered i little he helps me get on my feet and I say, “Its half Japanese, half American.”

“Um...the bell has rang five minutes ago...FRENCH!” I say screaming.

“What!?” He says frowning, “but its lunch time, we only have class in half an hour. The bell rings every hour and a half.”

“...but I have to go now, bye!” I just wanted to escape...I’m hard just by looking at him, FUCK! I need some kind of distraction!

While I was running I look behind my back...HOLY SHIT! He’s coming after me...what the fuck!?

He shouts at me, “Wait, why...are you running?” He says panting.

“I told you, French class...” Shit! He’s really fast, I have to run more often.

“But...we don’t have French class right now...it’s...lunch time.” He doesn’t stop running after me.

As I run I see his wight hair hitting his shoulders and his blues eyes going up and down while he runs. Shit! I’m getting hard again.

I arrive outside but I don’t get out of school. I start running towards the cherry tree behind the gym.

I think I won’t be able to get there without being seen, I can’t run much longer. I start slowing down...

I stop running, I’m panting really heavily, I turn around, “AH!” I start running again, “Why are you running after...me!?” I think I’m going to collapse...

I get to the cherry tree, my shoulder hits the tree and I fall on my knees still panting, I can’t stop like this, it’s dangerous...who cares.

After a quick moment he gets here, “Why were you trying to hide from me?” He says panting heavily.

“Why were you coming after me?” I ask that like I’m the one who has to get an answer.

I start imagining while I look up at him, can’t look away now...Shiro grabs me by the arm and kisses me then his hand slides down my waist then my pants, I whimper, he start stroking me fast...I hear something from far away...

“Akira! Akira!? What is going on with you?” He touches my shoulder, I finally “wake up.”

“I have to go now, Shiro, I have kendo class, I’m the captain...” After I say this he grabs my hand and says, “...have I done something to you? Why are you acting like this?” He says that with worried eyes and I frown.

I stare at his hand holding...bad, dirty thoughts again but I push away, I have to...I’m hard just by his touch.

“I...I have to go now, see you in class, Shiro.” I wave goodbye over my shoulder as I walk away, I look if he’s chasing me...the only thing I see is his melancholic blue eyes...I start running, I have kendo...I can’t miss practice, I don’t want to miss it.

At kendo club in the lockers...

Kendo sucked, I was thinking of him the whole time, his sad puppy eyes, therefore, I was hard all the time. How the hell can a person I just met make me aroused just by looking at him..this sucks, I have French class with him in ten minutes. This feels so good, a hot bath while the others are getting a punishment just because they couldn’t even touch me, not even my big ass pants...I laugh at my thoughts.

At French class, classroom 232...

I arrive the classroom and sit in the last row where five more students are...the names don’t matter right now.

Shiro enters the classroom...FUCK! (My head screams). He’s waving at me and smiling...SHIT! He’s coming towards me...

“Hi Akira, can I sit next to you?” Fucking gorgeous smile.

NO! You can’t! Get away from me! “Of course Shiro.” I send him a tight smile.

One hour of class, half has passed...

“Turn to page 58 everyone...Hiroki, care to start reading?” The fucking handsome teacher Duke is talking, God I love that smile, I wouldn’t mind feasting on his mouth...I wouldn’t mind humping him...bad thoughts again.

I feel something touching my right foot... I don’t care... ouch! What the fuck! I look to my right slowly... “Did you call?” I say between clenched teeth.

Shiro says quietly, “Could you help me with something...? ...there were a group of painters that came to me asking if I wanted to join their club...”

“And...?” I say arching an eyebrow.

“And...since there are clubs here I would like to...” No! He’s sending me puppy eyes, what does he want this time...

“Get to the point.” I’m not liking his pauses.

“I would like to know if...is I can joining your club” He says with a one sided smile.

Oh I thought it was worst...WHAT! “Why?” I suddenly ask.

“I-I...like kendo?” What the fuck? He is asking me if he likes it...that is really lame.

“Um...what do you like about it?” I don’t want him near me, not in the same shower! He will see my hardening... and the others too. He’s wight skin steamy and him all...naked, washing his- ...I have to stop...now.

“I...um...I practiced when I was little and...um...I thought I could start again.” Do you even have to “um” that phrase? I can’t help arching a brow.

Now what, there is no reason to say no to him...I know! I’ll give him a hard time (shouldn’t have thought that) on practice and he might leave it. I am a genius!

“Of course you can join the club. I have an extra practice soon and you can start.” I smirk to myself.

“Great! When is this extra practice?” Don’t be to exited buddy.

“You will start tomorrow after Bio class.” Evil laughing to myself. Yeah I’m evil when I want to, do you have any problem?...guess not. “I will land you my spare kendo suit, k?

“Thank you.” Gorgeous wide smile.

The bell rings and everyone gets out.

“Where is Tsu?” I ask Hiroki.

“He said he wanted to eat something before the next class starts.” He replies (Hiroki is a really cool guy, he has tanned skin, black eyes and weird green hair, he looks cool whit green).

I’m walking in the corridor with Hiroki and Shiro, we are headed to the bar, Tsu is there.

I feel dizzy...my head hurts...my knees don’t have strength.

I fall on my knees and then face. I look up from the corner of my half closed eye, the only thing I see is Hiroki talking to with some girls and Shiro coming towards me. I can’t hear Shiro but I can see from his lips that he’s saying my name over and over again in a worried face...I close my eyes.

At the Lovelock’s mansion, in my room...

I open my eyes, I see Shiro and Tsu talking to each other. Its already night time (I can see it from outside my bedroom window). I hear someone entering the room so I turn my head to see who is it...it’s Iku. He starts talking with Shiro and Tsu then he passes his pale fingers throw his shoulder length blue hair and his wight/blue eyes are wide open in worry. (They are talking near the sofa that is in the corner of my room, my bed is next to the window and my desk is near the closet).

Iku points at me, Tsu and Shiro turn around and suddenly all of them come towards me. They stand at the right side of my bed.

“Are you alright Akira?” Tsu asks me with a worried look in his eyes.

“Yeah, I feel much better now.” I to smile, I really do feel better.

We hear a knock at the door, “Come in.” I shouldn't say “come in” out loud, it sounds...yeah.

“Dr. Ryuuji is here to see you .” It’s Giovanni (He has short black hair and blue eyes).

comes in (he has blond hair and green eyes), the others make way for him to come near my bed. “Hey Akira, how have you been?” Ryuuji ruffles my hair and smiles widely. “K, you can stop now Ryuuji.” I smile. I can see Shiro from the corner of my left eye, he’s frowning...I don’t care (smirk to myself).

“OK, now it’s serious. I will try to figure out why did you had that unpleasant episode at school.” He’s face turns busyness like, “Take your shirt of.”

As I start taking my shirt off and I see Shiro looking mad and takes a step forward but stops when he sees me frowning at him, he takes a step back and looks down.

Ryuuji puts that doctor thingy on my chest and says, “Take a deep breath now.” I inhale and exhale deeply. Than he puts it on my back, “Deep breathing again.” I do it again.

Ryuuji smiles and says, “Everything is fine, you’re just a little tired.” Than he turns to Iku, Tsu, Gio and Shiro with a very serious face, he stands up and goes to them, they make a circle and I can’t hear what they are saying, “It’s time for Akira’s vaccination, he’s eighteen now.” Ryuuji turns to tsu, “I know it’s not a problem for you but for Akira is. We will have to do as we always do.” They all agree but Shiro isn’t aware of what Ryuuji is talking about.

Gio and Tsu...grab my arms and legs, “NO! You’re not going to do this to me again! You know I have needle phobia, please don’t do this to me!” My voice shaking. I can’t even look at needles, therapy doesn’t work, well, i don’t want it right now... but still, I have that phobia now!

“I’m really sorry Akira but it has to be done.” Ryuuji says with an –I’m sorry- face and takes the syringe out of his bag.

“NO! Get that shit away from me!” I scream with tears starting to flow down my cheeks. I look around for an escape...I can’t see any, I’m freaking out now! What do I do, what do I do, what do I do. Damn Shiro just stands there frowning, he doesn’t do shit!

The syringe is getting dangerously near my right arm, I start screaming and moving like a fish out of water. He can’t inject me SHIT like this!

Ryuuji looks at Shiro hopelessly and groans, “Don’t just stand there, do something!.” As He says that Shiro shakes his head and walks to the right side of my bed, I keep moving like a fish without getting one bit tired.

Shiro quickly places his hands on my thighs and starts pressing down. Oh no you don’t, I start moving even faster and scream even louder. He gets on top of my bed but I don’t stop, he tries to press his shaking hands again, it doesn’t work.

“Don’t worry... he’ll be fine!” Gio groans to Shiro and holding me down.

Shiro looks at me, worried well noticed in his face.

Nothing can’t stop me from dodging that needle shit!

His hands press harder but he doesn’t stop there, he places his right knee on my left side and sits on top of me. I can’t move that easily now, just a little.

Shiro pines my shoulders to the bed. I try to move my legs and arms but I can’t, Tsu is on the left side of my bed holding my arm and the other is being held by Ryuuji. My right arm isn’t moving anymore.

Ryuuji pushes my sleeve up, he’s holding my arm again and that fucking needle is almost touching my skin. I continue screaming and trying to move, I can’t stop screaming and moving but...as weird as it may sound...Shiro and I are getting a hard on, great time for it!

“It’s done, you can let go now!” Ryuuji says out loud between my screaming.

They let me go and I stop moving and screaming, “Don’t do that shit again, you fuckers!” groan.

Shiro gets down from my bed. You horny bitch (I think to myself). He almost falls down.

“Is everything alright Shiro?” Ryuuji asks.

“D-Don’t worry I just need to go the...the bathroom.” He says slowly leaving the room. Horny little, well, big sucker...he’s taller than me, what can I say.

“If you guys do that again all the syringes Ryuuji has on his fucking bag are going to get in your asses... by accident!” I groan still pissed of but they chuckle...I hate this.

“You can leave now, this room has been crowded for too much time.” I say felling really sleepy and exhausted.

almost done with the second chapter, I hope you liked the first.