I want to go back,

I just can’t you let you go,

You mean so much to me,

I always tell myself that everything…

Everything will be fine,

Everything will be ok,

I’ll always be here for you,

That despite how everything is,

We can always be friends.

Deep down…

I don’t just want to be friends,

I want to be there for you,

Every second of my time,

Every beat of my heart,

Sharing it all with you.

But as the days go by,

The miles you put between us,

Grows.

One second,

One minute.

One hour,

One day,

One week,

One month,

One year,

One eternity,

I said I would wait for you…

But now I just want an answer.

Do I have a chance?

Life isn’t forever,

Every day I face the world,

With some sort of grin,

So no one worries about me.

No one sees behind my façade,

And I am worried,

That no one will see past it,

This mask I have forced myself to wear,

And that it seems I will never be able to remove.

I wait still here for you,

You mean so much to me,

And I just…

I just want one answer.

One simple answer.

Because I can’t stand the crying anymore.

When we speak to each other,

Even though it is so little,

My heart sinks,

Yet I keep the smile on my face for you,

I am still here…

Don’t keep me waiting forever…

Or I fear by then,

I won’t ever get the answer I so desperately want.

I want to know.

Do you love me?