You said that’s what you really think.

You hate me, seriously.

But that’s not allowed to happen.

You’re my big sister,

You are supposed to protect me, care about me.

We should be each other’s best friend, other half.

You just stated that you wouldn’t speak to me ever again.

Never caring, hate streaming.

I still want to talk to you.

I want to know you.

So save me, don’t say such lies.

They stabbed my ears the moment they escaped your mouth.

Daggers that cut deep into me.

Your words burned.

Your eyes held horror.

Eyes that agreed with what I prayed were illusions.

You couldn’t leave me.

Never.

We had made a promise, don’t you remember?

Promise to always help each other.

Picked me up when I fell on my laces.

Taught you the ways of boys and cute faces.

We needed to be together.

Can it not be like that today?

Right now?

When you are yelling at the top of your lungs.

I don’t know what I did to you today.

No idea how I made you so angry.

But stop. Please.

I love you, so I'm begging you.

Stop hurting me so.

Hurting yourself so.

…you love me, sister.

Please, please,

Just tell me it’s true.

You have to...