A/N: This work, as well as other workds which I labeled as songs, was written with a melody and meant to be sung. I hope that in the future I will be able to record my songs, so people will be able to listen to them. In the meanwhile, the most I can do is posting the lyrics on the net. Thank you for reading!

Something ends inside me and becomes wrinkled slowly
I almost hold myself from the edges hardly
Something burns inside that empty space
That after you deceived me and left was created as a hole in my chest

Wandering here and there trough a smoky ash sea
Looking through broken windows to the past
and it is you I see

As long as the memories strike me
Even if I bleed into the whole in my chest I'll keep holding the glasses tight
The voice of your screams will break me
But I'll still climb until the edges so I can hold the fragments and fight

Looking at my reflection, what is there?
I can see in the mirror a silent zombie but I don't care
Looking at the alien-like people out there
They do something like laughing or crying or shivering and I don't care

Wandering here and there trough a smoky ash sea
Looking through broken windows to the past
and it is you I see

As long as the memories strike me
I'll learn how to shiver like them during every cold dark night
The voice of your screams will break me
And I'll still color my zombie face in pink for it is my way to fight

Since I heard your voice again inside my head
I have awoke
If I only knew that your memory will keep me from being dead
I would

Shatter myself even more

As long as the memories strike me
I know this pain means that you still exist in this world
The voice of your screams will break me
And show me the way to find you and finally close the hole