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I gave it all to him, everything.
No thought put forward;
how foolish have I become?
I watched myself drain empty
on a void outstretched hope.
Could I turn back and erase this?
I grow weary of this sin
made once, twice, and again;
I repent but will He forgive?
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I promise:
Never shall I try and break
my own heart again.
He has my soul still –
can You bring it back?
I don’t want to love him;
not now, not anymore…
I made my mistake now
of placing myself in him.
Take away the love –
I seek forgiveness.
Give me a penance,
a punishment, anything.
All I want, all I need,
is to end this love of him.
I’ve fallen apart.

Please put me back together.