Confidence fades,

worry increases.

I don't want to fail,

I don't want to make anyone disappointed.

Words of confidence go unnoticed.

Worry taking over,

leaving me blinded by it.

I can't think.

The gun fires,

I jump and focused.

Moving never stopping,

Giving me lead.

I come back,

surrounded by others.

Congratulations everyone is screaming,

Happy and worry dispersed.

Why worry it's worthless,

just gives me gray hair.

Same every time,

Same outcome.